Bad feelings management!!

should i tell???

I found out recently i just started to develop some feelings again for the gal I used to go after. rekindle or was it jus a crush. i never know. however, the thing is she seems to be interested in my friend.

would telling her my feelings change anything? guess not ba... But isnt telling out would actually relief my burden… haha ~

I will jus keep mum abt it. Seems I nv learn my lesson managing my feelings... pity

Rain Rain~~

It has been raining non-stop for this Sunday.

Cooling weather, but pity cant do alot of outdoor activities. Cant get tan. haha, one of my friend were asking me hw my birthday going to be like. It suddenly strike my mind, what I wanna do. But after some thoughts i decide not to do anything. Nothing to celebrate after all.

However, I always have one wish, a surprise by some one I care. Would be nice, Isnt it. For this point of time, I would be so glad if the "some one" would give me a surprise...

Would she?

Anyway have not been seeing the "some one" for a week, miss her. Mood today, like the rain... haha

Hectic MONTH!!~~

Isnt August suppose to be my month?? How come its like all e extra duty, bla bla bla on August ar....

Staring from today.... Need to do office hr on my off days
Wed n thurs... work
National day... work
after that next mon... officer hr
next Tues, Wed... work

19 - 24 maybe work, then 24 - 29 extra work!!!! wa wa wa...
How la... no rest no time to enjoy

hectic hectic

Bad Sunday~

This morning, i ended work in the morning, and there was a soccer match at Bedok Green Sec School... So I decided to rush there to be there for 2nd half of e match.

The scenerio, I took a cab down reached 945am... first time at tat place. I couldnt find the entrance of the field inspite seeing my team mates in e game. I walked at e back area. I then came across a muddy puddle. Suay I step on it and then both my feets are filled wif mud!! nvm trying to keep it cool. Still walked around e sch vinicinity looking for e entrance but to no avail.

I called few of my friends but pity none of them picked up hai expected cos they were at the game. Thought of gg home but then I need to wash up cos pple will think what did I do with the two muddy legs.... the act smart me can be so silly at times. I then gt very angry... suddenly one of my frd called n I blast my anger at him.... haiz. My pms.... haha e worst that can happen.

At the end of it I still get to play about 10 mins in e match but then I end up having abrasion on in between of my toes in both feet.. ouch! After the match, I didnt talk much n walked away... such attitude shldnt be torlerate however my frds were understanding enough when I give a sms saying I am sorry... I dont blame my frds for what happen today.. anger jus took over me and I cant control it so I decide not to talk to anyone even. Sry guys.

As for now I need a slip-on pair of slippers URGENTLY! was thinking if I shld get Nike slippers or brikenstock. Nike cost abt $49 and Brikenstock cost abt $99... so which one.... hmmm or get both haha~

I am considering... something.

I am thinking of someone...

I am BROKE.... but something can be done abt it. Stop EXCESSIVE DRINKING!

Sian~

I am really into considering in cutting down my excessive drinking. Hate the feeling of hangover the next day~ sucks but what can u do in Singapore beside gg to night spot.

Anyways.... think prob I will hunt for slippers tmr... mood today: down ~ but will be up tmr after a gd sleep!

Back!

F#*K, How forgetful/ Senile can I be? Keep losing my things nowadays. And how to be less sensitive towards what people say (ESP Girls) to me... =(

There's really no love in this world... PITY!

MY LAST... Hopefully~

Wo~ I jus watched Bleach movie................................... NAP! Touching too~ Suddenly, I have mixture of feelings inside hmmmm

ST JAMES POWER STATION - DRAGON FLY

A place that everything happen... Fights, celebrations, friends gather to chill, repeated chinese songs sang by singers there, people get drunk, where u can see a BIG grp of ba poks picking up guys.... see all sort of ppl there~

Most importantly, things un-expect happen to me there to. My friend was asking me how come I looked gloomy well last night... when we were at fly. Well... all I can say was memories of how things happen to me came about and when I look around, images of HER appear again, the tables area facing the stage, the back stage, e walk way to the wash room.

Haiz, I miss her still... I dunno when will I get over her but I think it will take quite some time for me to forget. Ha never did I expect something would actually happen, never did I expect she will have such a deep impact in my life. How I just wish time would just turn back... What ever is it, I hope she's doing fine now~ Thou I hope just one day I would just recieve her call but I guess it will never happen

Sometimes missing some one is kinda painful ya.....

I know I gotta move on~ Time will do the healing

RED CARD!!!

Zzz... jus got back from work... tiring!!!~

Anyway back to todays topic:

RED CARD

I took part in a 4 a side futsal (Something like street soccer) yesterday... I am actually like a sub anyway well I actually would prefer field soccer rather then this but my name was register in so wat e hell jus go la~ Anyway our team perform rather well managed to get into quaters final.. so here's e best part. 2nd half... last 2 minutes I was SUB in, tough rivals, making us run like monkey. well there was a time when one of them was so near to e goal area where I decide to rush over there n give a sliding tackle. wat I didnt know was my team mate also go for him and managed to tackle him. Ref. as usual la... blow e whistle BUT damn I was on e way there wif my slide already... Shitty. I cant pull back n carry on wif what I am intending to do. Then 3 guys (Including me) fell. I got up and here's the part when ref came running to me seems like he's afraid that I might run away like tat like I am a wanted criminal, n he reach for e card in his pocket. At first I thought he is taking out the yellow card... But wat I saw infront was a RED HOT CHILLI colour CARD! Damn he told me that I did a 2 legged tackle so I am out... =( Anyway I smile and walked off. I am the only one who got a RED CARD in e whole tournment haha....

Something different ya! The ref serious la... strict but respect to him. Anyway our team is losing anyway so hack la right... and the most important thing is I didnt injure anyone Phew. A hell of an experience, never have I got a RED CARD before... tats y I m posting it down. COOL right. So means I am "BAN" for three matches... C. RONALDO (MAN U) see you at the bench keke....

okok... enough of whining.... time to catch some sleep! *yawn*