Hey! This is my first time blogging... u know I always thought that blogging is a waste of time... and the fact is I still believe so. I am writing cos I wan an avenue to place my thoughts as they have been stuffing inside me and I feel so damn horrible.
These few days or should I say weeks, I never been happy... the smile my friends prob see on me were e most fake I ever present. Everything have been going on going on again, its seem like it always repeat itself and I sick n tired of it. Work balance, love, friends, money... etc. The problems dun come one by one. It all come together.
Work - Recently, a new supervisor came in. His working methods are unbelieveable hard to get used to. overall e he's a nice guy. But it seem like a torture to be working under him. I am always dragging myself to work... Zzz so heavy. it seems like things I have been doing at work is always the same, I think I can never learn much in this manner. I wanna quit but I just cant!
Love - Its been a norm ever since my last break up wif my 2nd gf in 1999. I never had a stable relationship. Not that I dun want to but it jus wouldnt happen to me. I was always told that the right one will come... I waited it always end up getting involve with the wrong person. It has been 8 years.... haha could it be e methods I am applyin or they way I am treating the ladies I am interested in. I am always at the wrong time, wrong place... Or I am fated to be single for the rest of my life. I always asked why is this happening to me again and again. I dun blame the gurls. I blame myself, for trying to hard or jus plain USELESS... the fact is I miss someone now but there's no way I can express it. Pathetic!<<<< correct spelling
There's so many things I wanna write but due to time constrain.. i think i'll jus end it off...
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3 comments:
is good that u write it out dude!
sm time, we dont express ourself much...but write it out will make us feel better...and hopefully sm one will c it..haha...
I am the 1st to write u a comment!! this sun chicken rice on u!!
Not counted cos only like 2 person know abt my blog!
seow ai....
got blog also never "Pa" signal to me...anyway i agree with PY...sometimes blogging is a venue to vent out things that is hard to speak out in words...whatever it is juz dun forget we are always here for you!!!
And remember its not over until you give up....so hang in there!!!
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