Sunday morning... another day had pass, to think about again the days I have always go thru it meaningless. Either worries over work, money or love. Its always the same old thing again n again... moreover, have been very INDECISIVE lately... I can't seem to make up my mind. First I say one, after awhile I wanna do the other... What's going on between me!
Yes, I have been flipping my decision here n there in e past. But, never like so bad now. I never know what I want... Its really like no determination, no directions. Probably, cos of my mood swings lately, I'm like a volcano who seldom erupts. BUT when it does... ALL HELL BREAK LOSE.
Seriously, I hope it will never happen. I know Time will help me to get my two feets up! I suppose to head to bugis and get my watch... but @ e end I change my mind again. Haizzz... Was it because I dun wanna go alone or m I jus to lazy to go PUBLIC. I thought: "How I wish I can drive..."
Pple you yearn to see nv appear, nv call, nv msg, nv write... Guess this is the way LIFE is. They never care for your feelings, its seems like you have become an unwanted trash and you are just cast aside. What you have done in past, no longer apperciated no longer cherish. At the end, when you tried so hard to get their attention, they claim you are just being sensitive. Humans are just too selfish! Its sad to say, when humans became close to one another. There's probably a reason... cos maybe both parties gets the benefit of one another. Sad~ so sad to say this is a REALITY of life. Now I came to understand "Every MAN/WOMAN for him/herself"
Its seems I've been writting alot of negative stuffs in this "Take a walk with me" Maybe what I m seeing now is more negative then positive. Prob the next time... I will put in positive stuff...
Till we walk again...
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Yo bro, good thing u r facing the reality than hiding from it...its a good start for a new page of life, dun dwell on those who do not care about u rather focus on those who REALLY do care about u...like yer family and people like me, teck & PY...we dun always have things going for us and i guess with every fall we learn to pick ourselves up!
"Did you know Thomas Edison tried 2000 over times before he got it right for the light bulb...to which he says he didnt fail 2000 times or rather he learned 2000 methods how NOT to make a light bulb!! And for all those who gave up, they do not know how close to success they are!"
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