Friday, July 20, 2007

Step 3 - Bravo

Jus after I wrote the post yesterday, I recieved a call from my supervisor saying I am going over to TEAM BRAVO until my hand recover. I expect it would happen... But come to think of it thanks to one of my big mouth colleague who is one of the caused that made my supervisor speaking to the upper management about my condition. I may or MAY NOT return to my previous team...

Yesterday dinner at a japanese resturant wif joelle... At wakaru or something. @ Central. The basement is just like a maze. Mood was netural before heading to dinner until I recieve a call from another big mouth colleague saying that I MAY NOT return. I start to think... the possibility, chances are 50 - 50! Would it be to the extend that I had to resign? I have to think about it.

Clark Quay - Nothing interesting after dinner, jus stroll around Clark Quay looking for place to drink wif joelle but at e end of it, I said : "Let's head home...." At first we wanted to head to St James but guess my stomach was just to bloated to drink anything so I suggested gg home.

St James Power Station - I took different side from my friend. While returning, I suddenly felt that I wouldnt wanna to go home so I made a U-turn and head to St james myself. I gave HER a msg hoping that maybe she can join me, but aiya she have plans~ I end up drinking alone @ the end bar of the club. On my right there's a couple. Suddenly this group of 4 'Ang Mohs' came and cut into my left side and order their drinks. I thought they will go and who knows they just hang around there! Take e space up making me look so small. Blocking my view also! Its a gd thing that e couple left and I had more space.

My two irritating colleagues as usual keeping calling me... I was so irritated and I off my phone! The more I drink, the more I think... I felt even more disappointed wif everything. I end off my drinks at 12plus and head home... I turn on my phone then. SHE gave me 2 msges asking me if I am ok?, I did not reply... nor I would wanna pick up HER call. I just dun wanna speak to anyone at that time. But on the other hand, I hope that SHE would call me a more few times but it never happen. Wishful thinking again~ I prob just some nobody. My phone then became silence and I doze off....

I managed to change my doc's appointment date to 03-08-2007, 1150am, I hope after that I am able to return to my TEAM... for now I jus have to bear wif it first ba....